I know sadness.

"Because now we say goodnight, from our separate sides"- Death Cab For Cutie, "Brothers on a Hotel Bed"
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I know what it's like to say goodbye to a loved one, knowing it's the last time I will see him alive. And he knows it, too. Is this what foreseeing the future would feel like? ...Why would anyone wish for that power?

This has been one of the saddest weeks of my life. And for the first time, it's an almost completely selfless sadness.